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Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill

Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Getting Lost

Yes, i know, it's been awhile since i've updated my blog.
Here's even more bad news.
There's a BIG probability that no blog will be posted anymore in the coming October.
Sorry, my dear friends XD

Last week of holiday saw me having so much fun with friends since a long time.
1 day outing with primary=secondary schoolmates turned out to be unexpectedly fun and joyful.I was really glad that i joined in =)

And my sis came back and it's memorable to see us 3 siblings fooling around in the house ,bonding and fighting as always.
My mum saw it as a rare opportunity to have us three kids making noises in the house.
Sigh...she misses having us around .
There's a tinge of silence in the air without our boisterous laughters and noises obviously i noticed whenever i come back on weekends.

Oh yeah, a fine German dining experience with my coursemates was on the list.
The German restaurant,Frankfurter Haus was located in uptown Bangsar.
In light of Smon's b'day, we made a trip downtown and celebrated with him.
Porks are a constant feature in German cuisine,not forgetting beer as well.
I got quite a shock at what i've ordered.
There's only 5 pork fillets with potato draped in gravy.
On the other hand, the espresso comes in a small tiny cup with a glass of water.
Thanks to CL who made the offer to switch the drinks,
if not, my grandma in Penang would see a "panda" arriving at her house from Puchong the next day morning.
I've no idea of it.Hahaha.
A newly acquainted Ausmat friend,Daniel got a taste of German food as well.
However, the ambience was somewhat still and silence.
Perhaps we arrived there too early and we're the only one in the restaurant.
However, the gastronomical delight of having German food in Malaysia was somewhat extraordinary and surreal.
But there's a catch: the price of the food is quite exorbitant but nonetheless, worth it due to the authenticity and originality of the food served as recommended by our German lecturer,Frau Maria.
The night was young still.
Subsequently, the b'day boy was in such a "drunken" mood that he belanja us desserts at Snowflake( can be found opposite Asia Cafe,Subang Jaya).
Gosh...you gotta taste the ice blended desserts there.
One can hardly finish the huge bowl of ice and it costs rm 5 only.
By the time i was halfway through finishing the bowl,
i couldn't quite taste any of the soya milk inside anymore .
They said -"FROSBITE"...=p

The rise of the next dawn signalled the coiming of the end of the holiday.
My family sent YS back to the rural Changlun and visited my granma.
And the holiday went by as quickly as it came.

So, what am' i busying about this last September and of course,
all these have something to do ,as if not,with what's lying in store for me in October.
Namely:
CAMBRIDGE AS GERMAN ....AS ENGLISH
Fuiyoh..."it's not a big deal...only AS not A2 mah..."
NOO....this wasn't from me...definitely.
Not if i'm insane or out of mind.
Teachers are trying their best to cheer us up although i must say, our reactions to the exams have been somewhat lacking in enthusiasm.
And in fact, we're losing half the battle in terms of our confidence and attitude towards it.

GREAT...another positive sign of half of the ALG students failing the exam.
History musn't repeat twice.
Choi....i don't wanna even think of it.
SO....at the end of the day.
ALL GOT STRESSED.
I'm not spared either.
Ask my roomate and housemates.
I'm having the stupid idea of getting myself sleeping pills these few weeks.
The pressure is too big to have a peace of mind at night.
I"ve been thinking and worrying things that i shouldn't have worried at all.
Go to bed at 10pm and end up sleeping around 12pm or sometimes 1am,at worst.
Eyebags are hanging around my both eyes, stubborn to go away.
Friends showed signs of anxiety.
INSOMNIA is what you called it right ?

Worry doesn't solve things either.
ACT ON IT>>>that has always been my belief.
Any good advice to have a sweet night of sleep ?
PLEASE TELL ME....

i'm almost dying of sleep deprivation....

Getting Lost

Yes, i know, it's been awhile since i've updated my blog.
Here's even more bad news.
There's a BIG probability that no blog will be posted anymore in the coming October.
Sorry, my dear friends XD

Last week of holiday saw me having so much fun with friends since a long time.
1 day outing with primary=secondary schoolmates turned out to be unexpectedly fun and joyful.I was really glad that i joined in =)

And my sis came back and it's memorable to see us 3 siblings fooling around in the house ,bonding and fighting as always.
My mum saw it as a rare opportunity to have us three kids making noises in the house.
Sigh...she misses having us around .
There's a tinge of silence in the air without our boisterous laughters and noises obviously i noticed whenever i come back on weekends.

Oh yeah, a fine German dining experience with my coursemates was on the list.
The German restaurant,Frankfurter Haus was located in uptown Bangsar.
In light of Smon's b'day, we made a trip downtown and celebrated with him.
Porks are a constant feature in German cuisine,not forgetting beer as well.
I got quite a shock at what i've ordered.
There's only 5 pork fillets with potato draped in gravy.
On the other hand, the espresso comes in a small tiny cup with a glass of water.
Thanks to CL who made the offer to switch the drinks,
if not, my grandma in Penang would see a "panda" arriving at her house from Puchong the next day morning.
I've no idea of it.Hahaha.
A newly acquainted Ausmat friend,Daniel got a taste of German food as well.
However, the ambience was somewhat still and silence.
Perhaps we arrived there too early and we're the only one in the restaurant.
However, the gastronomical delight of having German food in Malaysia was somewhat extraordinary and surreal.
But there's a catch: the price of the food is quite exorbitant but nonetheless, worth it due to the authenticity and originality of the food served as recommended by our German lecturer,Frau Maria.
The night was young still.
Subsequently, the b'day boy was in such a "drunken" mood that he belanja us desserts at Snowflake( can be found opposite Asia Cafe,Subang Jaya).
Gosh...you gotta taste the ice blended desserts there.
One can hardly finish the huge bowl of ice and it costs rm 5 only.
By the time i was halfway through finishing the bowl,
i couldn't quite taste any of the soya milk inside anymore .
They said -"FROSBITE"...=p

The rise of the next dawn signalled the coiming of the end of the holiday.
My family sent YS back to the rural Changlun and visited my granma.
And the holiday went by as quickly as it came.

So, what am' i busying about this last September and of course,
all these have something to do ,as if not,with what's lying in store for me in October.
Namely:
CAMBRIDGE AS GERMAN ....AS ENGLISH
Fuiyoh..."it's not a big deal...only AS not A2 mah..."
NOO....this wasn't from me...definitely.
Not if i'm insane or out of mind.
Teachers are trying their best to cheer us up although i must say, our reactions to the exams have been somewhat lacking in enthusiasm.
And in fact, we're losing half the battle in terms of our confidence and attitude towards it.

GREAT...another positive sign of half of the ALG students failing the exam.
History musn't repeat twice.
Choi....i don't wanna even think of it.
SO....at the end of the day.
ALL GOT STRESSED.
I'm not spared either.
Ask my roomate and housemates.
I'm having the stupid idea of getting myself sleeping pills these few weeks.
The pressure is too big to have a peace of mind at night.
I"ve been thinking and worrying things that i shouldn't have worried at all.
Go to bed at 10pm and end up sleeping around 12pm or sometimes 1am,at worst.
Eyebags are hanging around my both eyes, stubborn to go away.
Friends showed signs of anxiety.
INSOMNIA is what you called it right ?

Worry doesn't solve things either.
ACT ON IT>>>that has always been my belief.
Any good advice to have a sweet night of sleep ?
PLEASE TELL ME....

i'm almost dying of sleep deprivation....

MOney Not Enough

It's been a year since i got to know what's a dslr was all about.
Shutter speed,aperture,focal length,ISO speed,zoom lens....
Thanks to Jeremy and Fanson in P2P camp.
Since then onwards, i can't help to compare the picture quality everytime.
Between a compact one and a dslr.
Seriously, the difference is so obvious like heaven and earth.

And the thought of getting one myself just got more intoxicating day by day.
And the fire of wish is burning more and more intensely.
So yes, i'm gonna get one,komme was wolle.
As a motivation to study harder and thus,acing my examination as well as to satisfy my long time craving.

P.S: Here i come Canon DSLR.

Overdue Pictures

Credits must go to Chen Liang, who was responsible for most of the pictures here.XD

When you're Street Fighter's mum(in Group3 GMI), you received flowers from Street Fighter's dad(he called me "Boy boy "^^

The winning crew of the filmmaking competition.

Leng zai and leng lui.





Maria.

Nazu and Fatin.

Chia Han


Smon.





He's trying to act cute.XD

Maria and her students.

Pan yeng



Why is he doing the Bunani sign ???

My buddy.

My brother.My dad.I got the nickname"BoyBoy" from him.

Street Fighter and Maria looking very traditional in German costume.



Dr.Habibah.Ex-director of INTEC



Opening performance.

German and Bahasa Malaysia duet

Fashion Show.

ALG 12 Worpswaelder.

Lolx.All the guys were kneeling on their knee.

ALG 12 Muenchen.

The crowd's favourite.













Too bad this gal isn't in ALG ,isn't it ?
Interesting socks.




Pasch











Nicole, my German lecturer.







Aww...Ah Sii was hooking her up. Smon looked so dejected.

He's all smiles after getting the gal.Pity Smon....

What's is he up to ?

The Purple Bandana Girl dozed off.

^^

P.S: Most of the pictures uploaded were just for laugh. No offences were intended to make anybody feel bad or embarassed. Enjoy the pics !!!

Durians Anyone ?

My cousin brother ,Vei Shearn is leaving Malaysia to England to further his pharmacy studies in University of Bath,UK.
He's also a JPA scholar and had just completed his A-Levels in UCSI.
He's a brilliant student since he's a small kid and we used to play "lompat tinggi" at my Grandma's house in Penang.
Needless to say, i lost to him. every time.
Reason?
Look at him.He's so freaking tall. YOu'll be shocked at his gigantic height-194cm.
Unbelievable.
Maybe it's due to his inherited genes. Both of his parents are tall too.
Anyway, my dad took him and my beloved aunt to a durian orchard in Janda Baik, Pahang.
It's somewhere near Genting Highlands, if i'm not mistaken.
The whole journey there took us approximately 1 hour or so.

Cousin bro,Aunt and mum.

Me, cousin and aunt.

The King Of Durian.

Nice blue skies.

This is ripe for comsumption after 3 weeks.

Can't wait to eat these durians.

P.S: I love durians.